After her experience at my special office, Gael changed. I had finally and permanently broken her. She was now my personal assistant, completely and without question.
A few months had passed. Gael and her husband went on their anniversary, and I gave her a three week vacation so she could mend whatever issues had arisen by her devotion to me and my business. When she returned she had resumed her lovely feminine charms without sacrificing her submission to me. Yes, she would now have her proper place in my orbit, and I had future plans for her. She was not aware of what those plans might be, but when the time was right she would find out. I had also restored her salary to her personal assistant level, and she was happy with this, as any woman would be. After all she went through that night, I did want to take care of her now. She had now truly earned her place.
One day I called her into my office. I knew I had to wait a while to explain things to her, of everything that had happened that night and that whole week. I needed to be sure she was truly broken, and ready to understand everything more in depth, my unorthodox methods and practices, and after a few months, I knew she was. She was ready now for new advancements and new experiences. She came in and I closed the door and sat at my desk.
She looked quite lovely, as usual, wearing a low cut, tight turquoise dress. The pearl pendant I had given her was prominently displayed around her delicate neck, and the cloudy, cream colored pearl seemed to blend into her own softness. She was also sporting a pair of brown leather “fuck me” boots. She had not worn these before at work. In fact, I had never seen her in them. She stood in front of my desk. Every time I saw her I simply wanted to take her then and there. Since we had not seen each other in some time, that urge was particularly powerful that day, but for this moment I needed to exercise a bit of restraint.
“I know my methods were harsh, even extreme, Gael, but the circumstances demanded harsh treatment. We had come to an impasse, a fork in the road, and your future in my organization was in question. Now, there is no longer any question. Enough time has passed since that night. And now I know you are fully trained.”
“I know, sir. I had been a bitch, and a whiny one at that, and now I appreciate what you have done for me. I really do not know what is going to happen with my husband, but whatever happens, my experiences here were more than worth it.”
“Good. I think you have learned. As far as your home life, that is now your business. I won’t interfere. So long as it does not interfere with your business here, and with me, and now I am confident that it will not.”
“Yes, I have. Plus I…I…” She looked down at the floor and a slight blush came over her face. In all the moods and expression and emotions I had experienced with her, I had never seen Gael blush before.
“Go ahead…you were saying?”
“Well, I have to admit…especially now that I have had some time to think about it…well, I kind of enjoyed what happened that night, and that whole week.” She looked up at me and smiled, a shy, even coy smile, but a smile that betrayed a hidden delight in such dark and forbidden pleasures as we enjoyed that night and that whole week. Our eyes met and her eyes sparkled and that meeting lasted for more than a few seconds as a current of pure erotic electricity ran between us.
I smiled. “Kind of?”
She laughed. “I loved it! Really. I have never experienced anything like that. That intensity…damn!” She rolled those beautiful blue eyes of her.
I sat back on my chair and ran my hand through my hair and then picked up a little wooden ruler and tapped it against the palm of my hand. “Well, I am glad to hear that. Besides the pure fun of it all, it did have a larger purpose.”
“Yes, I know. I can assure you now that I have learned. I feel, well, I feel that something has changed inside me. The problems of the past, I know now that these types of things will not interfere with what is going on here.” She looked away and then back at me. “Or between you and me.”
I stared at her for a second, put the ruler down, stood up from my desk and slowly walked over to her. “Between you and me?”
She was looking me in my eyes, again, and the intensity of the stare was palpable. “Yes.”
I stood behind her and touched her shoulders. “You and me. Yes, there is a you and me, isn’t there.” I kissed her softly on the shoulder. She sighed that soft sigh of hers I had come to know, the sound of which was so seductive.
“Oh god, sir…yes, yes there is….”
“Do you know what today is, Gael?” I pulled her close to me. I could feel her warmth and it felt wonderful.
“No sir, what is today?”
“Well, I am surprised you do not know. Every woman knows this day.”
She laughed. “Oh yes, I know. It is Valentine’s Day.”
“Yes, Gael, it is that day,” I said as I kissed her more and more, and the softness of her skin against my lips was as wonderful as any treat that one might get on this day.
“I do enjoy this day…” I could feel her melting into my strong arms.
“Yes, it is a nice day to enjoy the pleasures of love, is it not, my dear?”
“Oh yes, it is…” Her voice became softer and softer as my kisses became warmer and warmer.
I ran my hands down her sides. I loved the feel of her body, the way her hips curved, the smell of her perfume, the aroma of her hair. Yes, Gael was quite lovely, a woman, a full woman who knew she was a woman and how to act like a woman. I felt that thing stirring in me again, that thing I did not want to stir, but the stronger it stirred the stronger my desire grew to be close to Gael. I pulled her closer to me, and felt her warmth, and the feel of her body against mine was intoxicating. As I kissed the back of her neck and then her shoulders and her cheeks she turned her head towards me and I could see her smile, and for that moment we were both lost in a sweet emotional cloud of what might be called love. I did not want that though. And yet there it was.
And this time, before I really knew what was happening, and not really planning anything, we found ourselves in that world of dreamy erotic passion, as Gael was sitting atop my desk, her dressed hiked up, and I was fully inside her, moving slowly inside her, not harsh or violent as I was that night of her final breaking and submission, but slow and steady and loving, our bodies so close as she wrapped her arms around me, and our kisses slow and soft and sensual. This time it simply felt different, deeper, closer and warmer, passionate and yet intimate, hot and sexy and loving, a mingling not only of our bodies but of our inner beings, our souls and emotions and love, and I knew at that point that love was ignited within me, a love for Gael but a love that was impossible for me to fulfill. But the moment was here, and I was not going to let it pass. As degenerate as I was, I still enjoyed the pure pleasures of love with a woman.
“Oh god, sir,” Gael moaned, “sir, I need you…I want you… you have no idea…”
“I know Gael, I know…” I said between my deep breathing, “you and me…yes, it does all feel so good…”
She was so wet, and tight, and the feel her lovely vagina engulfing me, surrounding me and taking all of me inside her was quite delicious. I had been with many women in my life, but Gael had everything that I found most desirable. Our bodies fit together with a near perfection. I moved in and out of her, slowly pumping her, loving the feel of every slow thrust and how her wetness covered my hard penis.
She moaned and sighed and we kissed. “Oh, what have you done to me, sir, what are you doing to me…”
“It is the way it is, Gael…we can’t help it…” I grabbed her thighs from below and lifted them and pulled her closer to me as I slowly moved inside her.
“Fuck me…if you won’t tell me, fuck me…hard…”
“I love fucking you…I really do…” I lifted her thighs even higher, not above my shoulders, but higher than they were, and I was deeper inside her and feeling that deepness was so exquisite.
“And do you love…?”
I kissed her. Hard. “I can’t say that…not now…”
She pulled me as close to her as she could, digging her fingers into my back. “No, oh, tell me sir…I need it….I need to hear that…”
I kissed her face and neck and ran my hand through her hair and our eyes were so close to each other and I could see the emotions deep inside her blue eyes. As much as I wanted to, I could not hold back.
“Yes, Gael…yes…I love you, I know I shouldn’t, but I do…I love you….”
“Oh god…” She shuddered…, “I love you too, sir…I really do….so much I can’t stand it…”
And at that moment, when both our hearts and bodies seemed to be completely united as one, I came inside her, and as I did she gripped me harder than she ever had before and sighed and moaned and cried. “Oh sir….I love you so much…”
We kissed, hard and sweaty kisses now, and as we kissed amid our hard breathing I could not let this get out of hand, but for this moment I did, as the moment demanded a complete submission to all our emotions, and everything that had happened over all the time we knew each other. It was one moment, and I knew it would only be something that could never last. Gael did not know this, not now, but I wanted her to enjoy what was happening, and remember it all forever. We made love that day on my desk, and that was the first time we had really made love. It was something beyond pure sex.
When we were done we gathered ourselves and our kisses were soft and gentle and loving. Yes, something had changed not only in Gael but in me and Gael had now gotten closer to me that most women ever have. I wanted her to. There was simply something about her that stirred something within me, something that I found both most wonderful and most terrifying. And I knew, once again, that I would eventually have to do something about this.
But at this moment, I did not want to do anything, I simply wanted to enjoy the pure pleasure of it all. We both wanted to remain in that office all day, making love all day, but we both knew the world demanded other things from us.
The phone rang. I picked it up. It was Carol, my secretary. “Yes. Ok. In a few minutes. I will get back to you.”
Gael looked at me. “Anything else, sir.”
I put the phone down. “No, but we will be in touch. There is a project I am developing and you will most likely have a role in this.”
“Oh sounds exciting!” She laughed, looking into the small mirror on my wall while putting on new lipstick.
I was watching her, and as I sat down in my chair I simply wanted to admire her beauty. “You are beautiful, Gael. Really.”
She turned and smiled and then closing her purse she made her way to the door. “Thank you, sir. And you are quite the big boss.” She left and went her way and we resumed our mundane work business.
I got a hold of Carol again. “Yes, I will see her now. Sophia? That is her name? Ok. Send her in.”