Physical desire is such a powerful thing…
Sometimes the flames of desire flare up inside me. I wonder where these things come from? Tonight is one of those nights. After a few weeks of relative calm and tranquillity, sustained by a deepened prayer life, the forces of lust are once again stirring inside my soul. Out of nowhere, and without much external stimulus, erotic desires flood my mind, my heart, my very being. Perhaps this is simply an innate part of our human nature? The natural cycle of life that beckons us to mate and reproduce? Or perhaps it is something more sinister, something darker, something lurking in the depraved corners of my being that enjoys to come forth every now and then? Or perhaps some sort of combination of the two. I really do not know.
All I do know is that in these states everything sexual, everything erotic, is heightened. Sexual stimulation is found without much cost, or without looking. A lovely face, a sensuous body, a delicate smile can all trigger an immense flood of dreams and desires and fantasies. Nothing is pure about this, nothing ethereal. It is all base, raw, earthy, natural and without pretense. To put it most basically, I want to fuck. I want to feel the warmth of a woman’s body beneath me, while I pound her, I want to her hear screams of pleasure as I fill her with my intensity. There is nothing in this world that can compare to the feel of a woman’s vagina engulfing your cock, and at these moments that is all I want to feel. There is no care for consequences, moral questions, even salvation, all there is is that bestial desire to fuck, fuck hard and fuck often. This is lust, pure, base, simple and animalistic. The need to release your semen inside of her, to fill her with your seed, to conquer her and make her yours, is a powerful one indeed.
I imagine kneeling in front of a girl I know, someone I have been flirting with for a long time now, as I slowly unbutton her jeans to expose the fabric of her soft panties beneath, my other hand firmly cupping her ass as I pull her close to me. Eventually the jeans are off and she is wearing nothing but her panties and I begin to slowly kiss her through the delicate fabric, loving the sound of her moans, the way she bucks her hips, the feel in her fingers in my hair while my mouth delights in teasing her already soaked and yet still hidden vagina…
Some of the most intense erotic experiences are with those we have never slept with, but want to, and yet cannot for one reason or another. These mutual, unfulfilled desires lead to dreamy longings and exquisite fantasies. The sex is always perfect in such scenarios. There is one girl I have been enjoying an unfulfilled sexual tryst with for a few years now. For various reasons I have chosen not to pursue her beyond the merely verbal and emotional, but we are both aware of our mutual desires for each other. In such situations you can feel the tension in the room whenever we are together. We may end up as lovers, but for now I prefer not to go down that route. But those desires build and build and perhaps someday they may erupt unexpectedly, like some volcano finally giving into the earth’s demand to release her centuries worth of pent up energy. Such explosions are usually unforgettably intense.
I know women burn too. I know they desire sex too. I know how much I love filling up their own burning desires with my own until we burn together most intensely.
Sometimes you just need to do it, anywhere and anytime. I know women love this too…